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Old Sep 25, 2013, 10:50 PM
Justin Clorde Justin Clorde is offline
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Hey everyone,

I'll try to sum this up relatively quickly, and I'd be extremely grateful for any feedback. What I'm about to say will probably make me sound like a complete jerk, but I think it needs to be said. I'm a 16 year old guy. I have what I would consider an amazing life. My parents are very financially well off, I live in a great neighborhood, have a bunch of great friends (my age, 3 "best-friends"), don't do drugs or drink, parents are great and in a mostly happy marriage. I've got a sweet car, a lot of money for my age, and, not to be rude, but I'm a straight white male, so I don't have to deal with any discrimination, harassment, or unequal-pay (nothing against any minorities, all that stuff is wrong, but I still don't have to deal with it). I also have fairly good self esteem about my looks; I work-out, not ugly, etc (although I am self conscious about being 5'5"). Plus best of all I was in full college courses when I was 15, as in I've been in a classroom with 19 and 20 year-olds for about 18 months now (An IQ test gave me a number of 125). That's 65 college credits with a 95% transfer rate to schools in my state, free! But all of that stuff aside, I'm no where near truly happy. Not even close. All I can think about is having a girl. And I'm not talking about sex. I just want a girl to be there for, and to be there for me. I know that if I had that, just that, what most people seem to naturally wind up with, I would be happier than ever. I've never had a 'real' girlfriend. I don't understand why I can't find one when I see all of these douche-bags walking around with these beautiful sweet girls, when all they want is sex. I see these guys that treat their girls absolutely terribly but yet the girls keep going back! It boggles my mind. I would trade half that stuff I listed for a nice girl to be able to call mine. I don't know if that makes me desperate, I hope it doesn't, but at this point I don't really care. That's practically all I can think about. Sometimes it gets to the point if I dwell on it that I get extremely sad at the prospect of never being able to raise a family, growing old, depressed and alone, then dying there, with no one. All I'm looking for is some solid advice on how to fix this. How to become normal. Or maybe just tell me what's wrong with me?

Again, thank you for any feedback.