I want to thank everyone for their responses, and I am happy to say that I have some feeling back. Its weird, but by watching my favorite tv show (I know its small) I am in a better mood.

I feel like I'm a bit below baseline as you have said, so I am going to talk to my pdoc about it. Right now I have my Therapist appointment tomorrow, so I am looking forward to that. I am trying out some new things to try and get me out of my funk.

Bipolar is just another obstacle I have to learn to overcome as well.