I take it there was an event in your kiddy days, and you stress yourself senseless trying to figure out why you did it, whether it was normal, and various other questions. All I got from your post, was that you had an obsession, but I couldn't see what I'd personally recognise as an intrusive thought, but I may have missed something, or maybe you left out vital information.
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If it's an obsession then I think the compulsion would probably be that I ruminate a lot and seek reassurance quite a bit.
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That sounds about right.
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Perhaps it's all based on a "lie" OCD has created.
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That wouldn't surprise me - OCD is a sneaky beast that likes to twist everything around.
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