I don't know what to do. I am miserable every minute of every day and have been for as long as I can remember. I am 26 and have been isolating myself for 10 years. I have a serious eating disorder I've been dealing with for 14 years. I have no family and cannot make friends b/c when I'm not working all I want/ am able to do is my eating disorder. On my days off I just sleep all day and all night- I don't have the desire or energy to do anything else. I have been on every medication known to man- nothing has helped. I have been in therapy for as long as I can remember and have been in treatment programs for my eating disorder. Now I am out of money to get any more professional help. I have no idea what to do. I am in a vicious cycle of loneliness, depression, addiction, and self hatred. I have no more ideas on what to do and am honestly ready to give up. I think some people just aren't meant to be happy. Life is not fair and I just have to accept it. If anyone has any ideas or suggestions I'd love to hear it. Please don't just say "keep trying, never give up hope". That would have helped me 13 years ago but at this point that is no where near enough.