Still thinking about it, constantly. Skipped my classes today, got to work late. It couldn't have come at a worse time, too. I'm not sure what to do, other than not to do what I'm doing. And it was supposed to be a good day; a slight decrease in meds so that I won't be tired all the time.

I've got to pull through this. I've got to hold my chin up high and not blame myself for it. It wasn't my fault. Forget what the voice is telling you, that self-destructive voice. It's all lies. Take it easy. It might be tempting, and it's easier to give in, but at the end of the day, the only one losing is yourself.

We'll get through this together, eh herethennow? Don't give in to the demons in your head.