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Originally Posted by Zwangsstörung
You're not annoying in the slightest, and I never said anything to that effect.  I like reading your posts.
OK, so nothing you did, ... just a way you felt? Did anything big happen in your life that would trigger these feelings/thoughts? I can't help but to think that something must have triggered all this. |
Thank you. I guess I think everyone else thinks I'm really annoying (classic example of distorted thinking). I know I talk a lot about OCD and stuff but that's because it's in my head
all the time. I can't get it out. I can't shut it up.
Yes, it's about how I felt. I was frustrated all the time and I felt very lonely and different (I still feel like that). Not lonely in a I-need-social-interaction kind of way but lonely in a why-does-no-one-ever-understand-the-way-I-think kind of way. Nothing big happened (not until later, anyway, when I got bullied). I could say a lot more about this but it all sounds very weird and possibly arrogant (I'm not an arrogant person though, I'm actually very insecure) so I don't think I will.
It still sort of shocks me a little that the obsession about all of this might be OCD. Like I said, if that's the case then OCD is truly ruling my life.