painful.......... this is just painful to read.

I do not know you. So, I can say that you have any specific "meaning" to me personally. However, as a Christian - it breaks my heart to see anything in pain. And I would do ANYTHING to help anyone.

Please do not give up. If someone like myself can sincerely care about you - then there must be people close to you who care even more.

Gods blessings to you Poppy