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Originally Posted by Useless Me
sounds familiar to myself........
almost like you want to leave your body and live a new life, as a new person - but without giving up the family and friends who sincerely care about you.
Sounds like depression. Probably pretty concerning level of it. Seek help, do not stop seeking help. Try to be patient (boy do I feel like a hypocrite writing this). And take meds as prescribed.
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Believe me, I've tried. And I'm not going to lie and tell you that I've never stopped trying. I have had breaks from seeking help as it is exhausting. Mental health services, in my experience, seem to delight in throwing help at those who just aren't interested and don't want help at all. We've recently moved to a place where the health system is very different and I'm awaiting word from the health centre. I remain hopeful that something will come up this time.
My only worry is that each time it doesn't work out, the crushing disappointment is compounded with all the other failures in a row. Each more crushing than the last.