its funny, I've been in the car since the appointment. just a b****, cry and figure out what to do. he has no idea that I am talking about this online. he came outside ask me to go IP. after trying to argue with him about his mental state and getting shut down with"its not about me this is about you" arguments over top of mine. I told him there were a lot of times I was much worse. He apologized and he waits until he's to afraid to say anything to my Therapist. That he has failed me and I need to go. He says that he will be home when I get out and that he is in a better spot now but I don't trust him. He wanted me to make a decision right now but I told him I can't do that. I'm going to call my T tomorrow and see what my options are. I worry that she'll think I'm in a much worse spot than I'm in. I really just need to get a hold of my pdoc.I know if I asked t she would make sure that I got in but I won't be let out with my ED.