Forget it. What's there to make progress towards. Life sucks, it's pointless. Why bother, why keep fighting, it just hurts. I want to die, why can't I just give in? This depression is killing me, and I don't want to fight anymore. Let it win, what's it matter? I just wish it were easier to give in to. I wish I could act on this feeling. But I can't. And no matter how much I want to, I'm not killing myself tonight. And maybe I'll feel better in the morning. For what? Who knows. I need sleep - write this off as that.
And push forward for another day of nothing.

Man, and here I've gone polluting my positive post. But why clutter the board with a new post? It's all meaningless, anyway. I'll stop ranting now and go to bed.

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Matthew 11:28
Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.</font color=green> Sounds good...