I'm very upset. I feel like the thyroid condition nightmare never ends!

I was tested back for a thyroid condition in late 2011/early 2012 and my labs came back normal but I had a goiter and severe pain for months. Now the goiter and the fatigue, dry hair, dry nails and alternating hyperthyroid symptoms are back.

I just can't believe this is my life, I guess. It's ridiculous that I wasn't given treatment already... my new dr. agreed with me that it's not normal that I have a goiter again and now I have to go get more bloodwork and testing again tomorrow. I feel like a lot of my mood swings have probably been thyroid-related over the past year too, and how I was never really able to wake up and feel refreshed even with 8+ hours of sleep.

Anyone else going through a difficult thyroid diagnosis? I feel so alone! I just am so scared that even though I am going thru a flare up right now that my labs will come back 'normal' despite my horrible health issues... I'm really worried.

Thanks for any support