Thunder Bow...I'm really scared that these dreams could actually mean something or be predicting something in my real life. Please let me know if these mean i will have future suffering or death. I might as well know so i can be prepared. So many things have happened this year, out of character and just not ordinary things that i would expect in my life. I am being told by friends and family that possibly somebody may be trying to harm me through other ways. I've been feeling very self destructive and this too is unusual for me. I just don't know, I've been in therapy for 8mo and don't know that I'm making any progress..i just don't know what to do anymore.