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Originally Posted by PlatinumHeart
This is a good point. I have had jobs, a nice body, everything, but I was miserable anyway. It's not about what you have its about how you feel. I am in a monotonous routine that is bringing down my way of life. I feel myself dying every day, yet I have everything. No one can know or understand that.
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Exactly.
At the moment, that's all I can think to say. Other than I get the monotonous routine. Waking up to do the same **** thing every single day. And feeling myself dying a little every single day.
Whether I have nothing or everything doesn't matter. I've felt that way for so long.
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a baby smiling at you for the first time
a dog curling up by your side...
and your soulmate kissing your forehead
when he thinks you're sound asleep
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