fourwalls thanks for the post. I have to agree it is nice to hear the positive stuff once in a while. I am guilty of just kinda drifting away from here when I started to feel better. That is one reason why I am back some of the people here that saw me through the darkness are no longer with us, so I decided I better show up and try and give some support to others too, because without this place I don't know where I would be. Most of the time I have a hard time expressing myself so I am diffidently a work in progress but hopefully I can just be here like Leed and the rest were here for me. I wish you the best.