Hi alone and sad, I just want to say I'm struggling with the same issues as you. I'm 23 years old (male). I too isolate myself, I don't even want to be seen by anyone. I have an eating disorder - I binge, I can't make any friends either, and I've also been on all kinds of meds. Basically everything you said describes me except the not having family part. What winter4me said was pretty good advice. I plan to go on daily walks with my brother in the mornings. That's about as far as I've gotten, though. I'm absolutely terrified of trying much of anything, especially anything that requires being social.