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Sep 27, 2013, 05:39 AM
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Member Since: Jun 2008
Location: WYLTK
Posts: 768
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I've got a lot of stuff going on in my life, most of it not good. But one of the few good things is my pets, my cats. And now, one of them is missing and I'm struggling to find some meaning in why this would happen to me and him.
I have something called treatment-resistant severe depression, which has limited my life down to only handling "the basics". I can't work, I only have two friends (who both live three hours away), and my own three sisters rarely even call me. And I could go on but I won't.
So I mean what I said when I stated that my cats are one of the only good things in my life. I live on a farm in a rural area and have three cats. They are unique and each one has a special bond with me. But my male cat Bailey is missing, been gone for about a week now!  A neighbor about a half mile from me did say they have seen him, but still.
With all the love and joy and laughter and smiles Bailey brings to me, why would God take him away from me now? I just don't understand. I am barely hanging on here, doing my best just to make it from day to day and week to week. So I can't even begin to describe how painful this is for me, how much more this hurts me!  So what's the point of this? Why beat a person who is already down?! Anyone, please...
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