Not sure if this is the correct forum or even the whole of PC in general.

But there is something troubling me.

Everyone in my life, has a dream. Everyone wants to be engineers, doctors, scientists, want to help others, want to learn more about the world, want to survive, want to have a family, everyone has their own dreams, whether big or small. I also have a dream, and everyone says to follow your dreams, but usually the norm isn't always right. You've got to follow what you think is right.

My dream for this lifetime is to go to heaven. I just don't have any interest in being anything on Earth here. Maybe I haven't found it yet. I don't know. Maybe people who see this will laugh and think I'm crazy, but I'm serious. Well, it's nice to be able to amuse people I suppose. The emotion along with my dream is of confusion and plain disinterest in anything else. I just want self-betterment I suppose...I guess I'm sounding a bit weird and unsure about what I want...but any feedback on this is greatly appreciated.