Thank you...... I am going to take your advice and give her the space she needs. I wrote her a small note that said I will wait to hear from her, and I hope you are feeling better. So that's what I am going to do, wait.

And I feel good today, its a new day! I am also going on my second job interview with this company that I feel good about. I have a good feeling that I may get this job. So I need to move on, to get back to my life.......AND NO CUTTING!

Thank you for your support in this matter, both of you. Its exactly what I needed to be "heard" and not feel so alone.

Wish me luck!