I actually do have minimal internet access in here so that is a lot better than last time. My psychiatrist and social worker here are trying to set me up with DBT after I get out of here. I said I'd be willing to try anything.

I've been as honest as I know how to be. I don't think I'm going to get out of here before Monday because they want to take the time to get me into out patient stuff plus keep an eye on me for the weekend. I'm really miserable. I want to go home but I'm stuck. I understand it's for the best but damn. I really want to practice. I'm going to be so out of shape.