dear sparkling,
thank you for your message. I like your user name! One of my nicknames used to be "sparkle sister" and your name and message helps me to illuminate my vision beyond what I am feeling and experiencing right now.

It is also helpful to hear that it is ok not to push right now. I am committed to wanting to feel much better, less confused and trapped. And part of this process is to allow myself to feel (even though it is very uncomfortable) what I am experiencing without 'windowdressing'
thank you.
tessa