I suffer with bipolar. I am on geodon and lamectil plus 13 other meds for my other conditions. I often feel like it doesnt work well enough. I am so discouraged and unhappy with life. I am agoraphobic too so I feel trapped all the time. My moods still swing but not as bad as they used to before they doubled my geodon. I feel like a Monster. my mind is all crazy with racy thoughts. so discouraged.