A friend of mine told my twin brother. I got so upset I said many regretful things to that friend and haven't talked to her in about three months. It's something I of course appreciated and of course needed, but it was just so easy to lash out. Emotion was so hard to come by at the time in the first place I just latched on the anger and made the most of it. I think I'm going to call my friend, I need to apologize.