Umm hi my name is cierra and i just recently made the decision to stay completly clean im a pain killer addict abd i have been using pretty much reularly for the last four years other than the six months i did in jail ...my best friend is in rehab right now becausr of a violation and she is so happy and is doing much better and i want that too so she is helping me with what she can being there but i live in a homeless shelter that everything is so bigus its stressing me out and making me crave .....i dont want to use anymor but i am so hungry for it i can feelit in my stomach and nose with odk if it sounds stupid but with everything i want to crush a pill up but i know i cant i guess just any support would be nice today makes it my 63rd day clean but its really hard to stay that way...and ontop if everything i also have adhd anxiety and depression eorking against me..