I am struggling with a few things. I cannot get over things. Things in the past. I am not having a very good time in my life right now. I am looking into going inpatient at a hospital. I need to find a new way to live. I struggle with daily life. I have depression, bipolar, ocd. social anxiety health anxiety My medicine isnt working well. I did the insanity quiz and it said there maybe a few more things going on then i even realized. Schitzo and mpd are in there. Kind of upset me. They are recommending i see a psychotherapist. But I dont like to put to much stock into those web sites. But it still really has me down. I am not bouncing back from a recent event. It is keeping me stuck. A friend of mine well ex friend did some really manipulative things to me. and she was childish and foolish. Well it ticked me off then I started swinging. I hate it so much. I didnt realize how toxic she is and a drama queen. I dont need that in my life. The other day she unblocked me from facebook tried something with me again. and instead of saying something back i took the opportunity to block her for good. But i cant bounce back. I dont know what to do.