Hey Naejannej,

I understand how you feel. Like no matter what you think, what you do, or what you see, people have it better and don't have to deal with the difficulty. The truth is, everyone is most basically concerned with themselves, even friends. People try to understand, but they will never know what it's like to have the ground/ their entire world start caving in around them. While we can compare who has it worst, that's not the contest we should focus on.

People act concerned or smile simply because they don't know what to do. I'm guilty of doing it my myself. Understand that no matter how much ground you think you lose, you'll eventually come out on the other side. Once you hit rock bottom you can only go up. I'm using that as a you have to make an effort to climb out to of hole or learn to live in the new area that you've fallen too. I'm not sure if you're following the metaphor, but simply said "you will be better."

I like to look at earth like either heaven or hell. Music and fun interactions with people bring me to heaven and depression and feeling trapped is hell. Pray to God if you believe. If you don't, believe in yourself and remember what you tell yourself is how you present yourself. I say, good day.