I just want to sleep without taping my eye shut tonight. I just want to close my eye. I just want someone to love me. I'm just so sick of being me. I don't think anyone has hugged me in an entire month. I'm so tired of being alone. I'm turning 22 October 7th and I've never had a girlfriend, I've never even had a first kiss before. People always tell me there's nothing wrong with me, but how do I turn 22 without ever even having a first kiss unless there's something wrong with me? I don't even have any friends left to talk to about it, so I'm being selfish and making a whole thread about how useless I am.