Your used to being you. One who doesn't settle for someone else to hold you back. You do things because you know you can win at the end. Do wrong and be accepted back probably because you like to manipulate the situation for him to beg for you back. Or that even after doing the wrong things to him you can still find away to be forgiven and this is what keeps you going. It seems as if you took a page from me while writing and knowing most cannot understand but you do it for you. Understood completely!! Don't worry we are great at finding whats needed to always remain on top and you already know that it will work out for you in the end. The things that make us who we are are the things we make for what we need. Have fun with the game that is about to begin once again between you and your boyfriend, little does he know that it's all a game.