I hope you don't mind if I use this thread. I have to say this to someone and I have no one to call. I've been praying to God that I wake up and the bad things people have done to me will not be true. I ask that it PLEASE not be true. PLEASE make this all go away. Turn back the clock. I would have begged him not to hurt me like this. I would have walked away from him sooner if I knew he didn't want me around. I would give anything not to go through this. I can't stand the pain. I'm so hurt. Hurt by someone I love and hurt by others for no rational reason. I can't understand because I'm not a bad person. I don't understand how you can hurt someone who loves you, even if you don't love them. I'm so upset there is no one to talk to who is not sick of me already. All I do is God can't even help me.