There some days I wish I didn't think so much, it just causes me to worry too much and put myself down a lot. It can be very annoying when it come to make choices that need to be made decisisive and can even affect my studies by putting me in a bad mood and distracts me. I feel a lot of the worrying is of future things, dwelling on past resentments/what I feel are failures and about where my future is to be when I feel things are uncertain/unknown. In many ways it can even affect my self-esteem and even my attitude on how to approach things. I stat off with an expectation of failing, so when I try something I'm not surprised and even feel desereving when I actually do. It also give me problems with motivation too. I'm more then open to suggestions if any are willing.
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