my big brother, and sometimes my mom tells me that i am retarded, freak, psycho.

my friend once before maybe six years ago told me that i am emo because i sit alone, i dont know how i am absolutely not and far from being emo o.o
i just hate bothering people so i sit alone.
everyone say i am weird, its really annoying but i always tell them thats me i think its better than lying and say i am normal