Every ****ing word you say depicts me exactly!! Every last one. I always get my way & never have to worry where I'll end up, because I always have a plan. Options. And the main reason for my distress HAS to be because there is no shortcut this time. And because I lost my leverage to be forgiven, since I managed to exploit him one time too many. ****.
I'm not sure about the"game" bit, though. Never would I have come so far for anyone else... He is special. But the longer this is drawn out, the more I lose sight of why I am making myself miserable for someone else's benefit! LOL
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