We're both 16 and have been together for a long time, in a committed relationship. I started school where I went my freshman year this year, and since then everything went to crap. I became severely bullied and tried to reach out several times to others but it seemed as if almost everyone turned their backs to me. Things with him started to get bad about two weeks ago, when I started becoming suicidal again. We tried so hard to work things out, we called hotlines, talked to counsellors, tried to talk... But everything was too much. On monday I hung myself with a belt in the girl's restroom at my school because I wanted everyone to know that THEY were responsible for my death, I wanted to hurt them because they had hurt me. It wasn't a good decision, but I was very distraught and upset. I came very close to death before I was found and ended up in the hospital until last night. Today I went to his house and tried sooo hard to work things out, but he was set on ending us. He said I was too much for him to handle and he needed me to get better before we could be together again. I understand where he's coming from, but I feel like I'm falling apart. When I need him and his support the most, he's GONE. We shared everything. I gave him everything in me, emotionally and physically. I feel like I'm being gutted from the inside out. What do I do??