"If you can't handle my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve my best."

icaniwillchange don't give up. Don't ever hurt yourself again, you are loved. I know you have given everything up for your boyfriend, I know how much you have trusted him, but for now..don't think about him. Think for yourself, put some space between you guys. Maybe you should take a little time to think. Perhaps you should work on yourself a bit more, like the above posters said.

Try to be calm...and happy first. This is a lot to handle for two 16 year olds and you HAVE A LOT on your plate, imo. Don't think about your boyfriend for support if it hurts. Find someone else. A parent, another friend, a teacher, and we'll be here. Just don't give up. It's not worth it. After you've finally calmed down, then do the talking with your bf.