I tend to agree with the above posters. You have a lot on your plate to deal with; the bullies, your attempted suicide and now your b/f breaking up with you, your feelings and emotions. Just know that you are loved and that there is help for you. You don't deserve being bullied - at all! I hope you are seeing a counsellor. You need to work through your own issues and on yourself before you can give to someone else. This too shall pass and great things will come your way!