UPDATE.. I am medicated and doing well! I love my life again and things couldnt be better. I am seeing my psychiatrist on reg basis.. seeing my therapist once a week.. living life on a schedule with structure and the difference its made in my life is amazing. I for the first time have a healthy relationship with a man that is amazing and loves me and all my issues. I never realized life could be this great. I lived so unwell for so many years i didnt even know this feeling of happiness existed. Its been about 3 months now and If things continue going this well Ill never quit taking medications.
IM LOVING LIFE, MY FAMILY, AND MYSELF