I don't feel anything but sadness and nolthing I hurt everyday all the time my body and mind id going away, so I hurt myself I felt nothing I did it ncause some people do ? I don't feel anything......will this ever end ? will it ? is it a curse from the past ? I don't want to be here anymore....
ok Bark ... I saw a lil patch of weed flowres it made me smile .... but then it hurt ... memories .. of past .. happy ,sad ... what have I become ? good memories ,sad memories ,,'the fake oh life is good ? oh god sorry all

the lone female coyote came for a drink to day , she is so sweet , and quite , she lets ya see her ... she makes me ... I think my ol dog likes her he just waches her and some time s gets me to see her the ravens came today to play that's a smile they are so family orented I wish I had a friend to talk to ! peace love hope to yall

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