Neither will I.

I missed something in that >

you need to smile you need to find happy , you are young ?
as messed as my head is I can give good advice an help ! just ask ..k
it hurts all our hearts to see your posts of desperate need ...
I don't know if my words can help but I want to try if you like
pm if you like or open ....
please smile and have one moment of happy .. I love me .. moment everyday