sorry your t cancelled,

i know how that feels. mine didn't exactly cancel, this time, but didn't get back to me about making an appointment. ( he forgot appt. book last session.) so he kind of skipped it ahead a couple weeks when he did call.( jan. 5,) i told him it didn't bother me. which is problably not true, but i've been real sick lately. ( ruptured disk in neck, alcers in my esophagous, and something having to do with bile backing up into my stomach, because some valve won't close.) in other words; i feel like crap and would rather stay home and talk to you guys anyway.

i don't know if i'll ever believe in anyone sticking around. i'm still get afraid my husband will leave, even though he's told me he'd never do that. i'm not used to anyone being there for me, emotionally. i don't like feeling dependent on anyone. never have. problably not a good idea, oh well.

being able to talk to someone that understands is important. i hope you know no matter what, we'll always be there for you. it may not be the same thing as a t, but we can relate to how you are feeling. the forum has helped me more than i could ever say.

hope you are feeling better!
benny