This time it's someone who really matters, she is my mentor and we have been friends for about 3 years. We are having a meeting on Tuesday and we are suppose to talk about this then, so I will try to apologize. The thing is she knows I have been trying to change, I think she is frustrated that I am not changing fast enough. I don't respond we'll to questions and such because I ha e really bad social anxiety, so my mind spazzes out when I have to answer a direct question and I know that frustrates her. I have gotten a lot ether but it still isn't enough I guess...