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Originally Posted by Goldenair
My problems had been building up since childhood and now im 18 and whole day im tensed and crazy and whatever, i cant talk properly anymore, i keep thinking how im going to explain my problems to someone. Whenever im alone i keep talking about how ill explain this and that but when im infront of anyone I dont know what to tell. I dont enjoy anything anymore, probably enjoyed first 10 years of life, then i realised people are looking at me, from then on everything went down, idk what to do now
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i can kind of relate, but with me, it's because of my childhood
growing up, i had no one who really wanted to listen and when i explained my feelings, i'd be somehow punnished for it- that could be mentally, or physical. sometimes both
so now i can't talk... i know what i want to say, but when it comes to writing or saying it, i can't- as i asociate it with bad things.
i know it's not really the same thing, but yeah.. just wanted to give my experiences