I honestly cringe when one of my parents hug me, but i tolerate it. because if i dont there will be more problems for me.

Otherwise, I love it.. If i'm around someone that i trust and like being around, I would be totally content if i could just sit by them and lean on them(i actually used to do this, and i still wish i could). I love hugs from them, but at the same time i'm scared of asking for them. I would love it if i was in a hug all of the time. This is prolly pretty weird, i've never said it before, but there are a lot of times i crave hugs.
When i was younger i would stay glued to my bio mom when she would come visit. and this was up until i was 17. I would lay my head in her lap, snuggle her, lean on her, sit on the floor and lean against her legs. but my parents hated that i did that with her, everytime she left, i would be in a great deal of trouble, they wanted me to sit across the room from her and have no contact with her. it was their jealousy because i didn't even hug them without being forced, and then i would be glued to her for hours without even being asked. I kinda wish i could go back to then... and all the times before when i wasn't afraid to be myself.