My son attempted suicide about a month ago, but survived. I know your pain too as my sister committed suicide in 1987. it is so heartwrenching, even still. My son is very depressed and i fear he'll try it again, i am so anxious now and feel so bad for him, and the circumstances that led to it. He lost his girlfriend car because of an accident, and job because he was drinking on the job. He is becoming an alcoholic, but not so much anymore i hope. They put him on meds. Please pray for him.