Thank you, Sparkling. It is very frightening. She was so sick when I was growing up that we became quite used to almost losing her every year. While it terrified us each time, it happened so regularly that we were somehow prepared. She's done so well for such a long time that it's all very new and frightening.

I've been meaning to tell you how much I like your maple leaf. I am especially fond of maple trees and leaves.

Thanks for caring.

Hugs,

Jan