I ended up going to a pdoc to get meds... My cycle was very simliar to yours so I can really related. I had never been on meds before but wanting to break the cycle - I finally called an agency crying and crying and they saw me that day. They inisited that I also see a T as well as the pdoc. She was so kind and comforting to me that I found a reason to get up and then the meds finally started to kick in. And I really did start to feel better.

Hang in there..