Hi, sorry this reply is so late . Yes I've been labelled as "avoidant and I usually avoid this part of the forum.
I was deeply shamed in childhood (by Narcissists.... Never belonged in the foo. It's hurts, so much .
No... I usually don't tell anyone...
It's hard to even type this
Self condemnation.....(abusing self where they left off). Building higher walls, physical stuff, so sick of all that physical stuff. Grrrrrrrrrrrr
(whiny *** me... I'm sorry)
(think / seems I have a very young split......(confirmed by a t . When trying for a baby he told me I already had one thanks t

Wishing peace to all

(ps I also trust very few people)