My husband has said he doesn't think he loves me anymore.
I have struggled with depression and panic attacks off an on for 20 years.
He's my rock. I think I have lent on him to much. I work very long hours (80+ a week) in a job I hate. We have 4 children and he does nearly everything.
In my job my boss is horrible. I get into situations where I'm scared to read my email but then I worry what might be in them.
When I get home I find it hard to function.
I'm so sorry I've made him feel like this.
He says he will stay but he doesn't want to talk about it. I either can't stop crying or I can't breathe I can't do this without him. I have to go to work soon. I have to look happy at work as I'm customer facing. I asked my husband if I can quit my job but he says we need the money. I've looked for another job that pays the same but nothing, if I could be home 1 or 2 days a week I think I could try to work on things. He says nothing is going to get better or worse so don't worry. I'm so confused.
How do I start today?