Oh Krea, ((((((((((((Krea))))))))))))

I'm so sorry you are so troubled.
Depression can take you to the depths of he$$.
You need to go back to the doctor and tell him how bad you really are. You may need a med change.
I had to do that and doing alot better now.
I have fought depression most all of my life, so I know how you are feeling.
I'm sorry your husband is reacting this way to your depression but he just doesn't understand. People that don't have depression, it's hard for them as they think, well, just get over it. They don't understand it's not a matter of getting over it. There is NO getting over it. You have no control of the situation.
Your brain is mis-firing and only anti-depressants can get it back in order.
I wish you the very best and let us know how you are doing.
We are here for you.
Take care of yourself.
I care,
Linda