Oh Bree,

((((((((((((((((((Bree))))))))))))))))

Just take it one day at a time. That's all you can do for now.
Are you taking any meds for your depression? If not, they could help you alot.
I'm sorry your BF doesn't think he needs to stay home with you. He probably doesn't understand , I mean, really understand about your depression. People that never get depressed, can't understand us. They don't know how to.
Try to be patient with him as best you can.
Maybe he stays away because he may start to become depressed himself and it scares him.
Anyways, I wish you the very best and hope that your depression leaves soon.
Take care and let us know how you are doing.
Linda