The training class is going well I think. As well as it can be. I have noticed that right before I see them, I feel so nervous and want to hide. I'm not trying to avoid my work, but I'm also not used to speaking to 20+ people at one time. I think ultimately it's good for me to do this, because it takes me outside of my comfort zone. Outside of work, I don't have anything else going for me. Thinking about that is depressing, so I focus on my work, because it's the area of my life where I am deriving some kind of pleasure, if not purpose. But it still feels empty.