I am right now in a situation where I am trusting God to work things out...I have done all that I can do in the natural..Me and my kids all "know" that it is going to be ok, but the circumstances we find ourselves in can be overwhelming at times...but it is at the very moment of despair that hope rises up again inside of me..or a peace that passes all understanding...Even though I know that He is going to work all things for his glory, I still struggle with a lack of patience..I want the problem solved yesterday and in the way that I see it should be..It is at these moments that I try to remember that his thoughts and ways are higher than mine...I was talking about this the other day with my 24yr.old son, telling him how I wanted it to end now and in the way that I think it should...and my son gently reminded me that I am on a journey, and there are things that need to be done in me while working this out...and he is right...I love how when you come through something, you can then see how God was there all along...How a plan unfolded...I struggle with why and can even get angry due to my lack of patience or lack of understanding...it is at those times that I try to share my heart with God..